MAGICKAL JOURNAL
From Infictive
- 01/03/07 & 01/04/07: Chris Titan was contacted by the forces of the Mercury Retrograde.
- 01/21/07 6:29 pm :Chris Titan posts to Irrealtity
- 01/22/07 Between 02:58 and 03:00 A.M.(PST) : Chris Titan prepares an audio evocation to Hemethterith and posts the sigil to Infictive. contact was made with the sigil.
- 01/22/07 Aprox 7:30 P.M.(PST) : Chris Titan makes the following observations to notebook at dinner (China Buffet). " The Shells are like our broken dreams. They were not balanced to hold the force and were shattered. It is longing that remains, the broken deranged desire that could not bear up in manifestation. The Magickian is to take an inverse perception. It is observation and non-action vs. action & projection. The magickian is an inverted phallus- is a dip stick. Turned upside down and immersed in the dark to take a reading. To then process this info into forward motion is crucial to avoid posession, the way a broken dream will possess you. Is it the collective broken dream? Fortune Cookie: It doesn't Matter, who is without flaw?" connect "Night-Side" to "Day-Side" through the INTENT & WILL of the magickian. Without the honest understanding of the limits we can neer engineer real change. If our motive is derived from the broken shells of old intention.
comment: All this information and insight I was given related to the Emperor or Aries. This is the information that I am using to make the determination that the attributions to CCXXX are flawed--Chris Titan 23:44, 24 January 2007 (PST)
- 01/25/07 12:14 (PST) : Chris Titan restores the attributions of Tzaddi to The Star and Aquarius in Liber CCXXXI Restored: An Essay by Chris Titan
- 02/10/07 12:14 (PST) : Durga
