In-itiate
From Infictive
"Infinite resignation is that shirt we read about in the old fable. The thread is spun under tears, the cloth bleached with tears, the shirt sewn with tears; but then too it is a better protection than iron and steel. The imperfection in the fable is that a third party can manufacture this shirt. The secret in life is that everyone must sew it for himself"
-Johannes DE SILENTIO, 1843
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The Conductive Philosophical Water
Chuck Crump enters the Parfaxitas Lounge with Colonel Purple on his arm. Colonel Purple is being slightly directed and pushed. Chuck speaks to the bar tender -- "Set us up two scotch and waters with The Conductive Philosophical Water" -- and then guides Col. Purple to a near-by booth. He pulls out a small baggie of Pineal Dust and insists that Colonel Purple inhale a fat rale; Chuck laughs when Purple looks up, expecting Chuck to do a line.
"I never touch that stuff... it's poison."
Two Giant Daemonform conjoined in antilux union of bitterly tinged thought entanglement pace one another in a deviously shifting uneven circle which is making Chuck feel slightly uneasy.
Chuck: Look Purple, we got some major problems with The Order of Black-Φ and we suspect they are from agents that you are dealing with. It is looking like it goes beyond a simple malfunction due to application of Lilith Protocols. What do you know about parasitic smuggling activities in the Thantifaxath tunnel involving עמ gangsters?
Colonel Purple: (the edges of his vision swaying and contorting with rainbow sparkles) I know that the Tin Teeth Gang in the scrapyards outlying the Malkuth Station have been waring with עמ operatives that I have worked with in the Thantifaxath tunnel.
Chuck: This goes deeper than that.
Colonel Purple: You should be talking to Jimmy Crump if you want answers. From what I hear there is flack coming in from his work. Attempts to find temporal weak points and shut down your whole family. The Order of Black-Φ is not interested in the smuggling operations we are running. Why would they attempt to immobilize the Orbital station?
Chuck: They have immoblized the Orbital station for at least a short time period. The Black Mother has sent in disordered fabrications that have caused me a great deal of pain.
Colonel Purple: It may get worse. See those two women who have just enerted the Lounge? They are operatives of The Order of Black-Φ and they are headed out way. You know I would not cross the Crumpocrates over some stupid smuggling operation in the Thantifaxath tunnel so if you could let me leave before these bitches get to this table and make me collateral damage. I don't know what your beef with The Black Mother might be and I don't want to find out.
Chuck: Just stick around.
The Order of Black-Φ: Why don't you excuse yourself, Colonel Purple?
Colonel Purple: I was just leaving.
The Order of Black-Φ: (placing a future-foto on the table of chucks hand in bandages) You had better come with us Mr. Crump. If you cooperate this time we can avoid the incident that is most probable...as we see here in this photo. You were warned to stay away.
Chuck: I don't knw what you bitches want with me.( He feels a pang in his fingers and a strange scar bunches up his skin when he flexes them testing.
The Order of Black-Φ: Have it your way. We have you already in H-Cluster.
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The Order of Black-Φ
H-Cluster
Drives
Lacan maintains Freud's distinction between Trieb (drive) and Instinkt (instinct) in that drives differ from biological needs because they can never be satisfied and do not aim at an object but rather circle perpetually round it, so the real source of jouissance is to repeat the movement of this closed circuit. In the same Seminar Lacan posits the drives as both cultural and symbolic (discourse) constructs, to him "the drive is not a given, something archaic, primordial". Yet he incorporates the four elements of the drives as defined by Freud (the pressure, the end, the object and the source) to his theory of the drive's circuit: the drive originates in the erogenous zone, circles round the object, and then returns to the erogenous zone. The circuit is structured by the three grammatical voices:
the active voice (to see)
the reflexive voice (to see oneself)
the passive voice (to be seen)
The active and reflexive voices are autoerotic, they lack a subject. It is only when the drive completes its circuit with the passive voice that a new subject appears. So although it is the "passive" voice, the drive is essentially active, "to make oneself be seen" instead of "to be seen." The circuit of the drive is the only way for the subject to transgress the pleasure principle.
Lacan identifies four partial drives: the oral drive (the erogenous zones are the lips, the partial object the breast), the anal drive (the anus and the faeces), the scopic drive (the eyes and the gaze) and the invocatory drive (the ears and the voice). The first two relate to demand and the last two to desire. If the drives are closely related to desire, they are the partial aspects in which desire is realized: again, desire is one and undivided whereas the drives are partial manifestations of desire.
Freud acknowledged that while this theoretical construction is of some aid to the theory of instincts, it was quite clear to him that such a theory, solely based on sexual, self-preserving instincts, is insufficient, writing that "the true prototypes of the relation of hate are derived not from sexual life, but from the ego's struggle to maintain itself" and that "hate, as relation to objects, is older than love."
To explain this discrepancy, Freud postulated the existence of a fundamental death drive that would counterbalance the tendency of beings to do only what they find pleasurable. Organisms, according to this idea, were driven to return to a pre-organic, inanimate state. In doing so, Freud kept his earlier instinct theory almost intact, while omitting the property of reversal of content used to compensate for non-pleasure-principle behaviours of the sexual instincts, replacing it with a separate instinct of destruction and aggression not influenced by the pleasure principle. Thus, for example, masochism is no longer the reversal of content of the sexual/self-preserving instincts, but rather the change of objects of sadism from external to internal, notably to the ego. Sadism is thus considered "a direct manifestation of the death instinct".
Sent at 11:50 PM on Monday
N: Let us know what you hatch out of the Agape/Axe Game/Pineal Trafficking/Tunnels line.
N: Sudden, intense dream about your Chuck Crump piece. Navigating through Infictive, editing pages. Something about casting lots.
Chris: Mathias was made one of the 12 via casting lots
Sent at 3:04 AM on Tuesday
Jaded Face: 'sup BrainBeard?
Christ: you must have me mistake with someone else...
Jaded Face: I don't make mistakes like that, BrainBeard.
Christ: the pleroma is the key
the plenty
the fullness
but I have yet to do the research
Jaded Face: The Seven Sermons to the Dead
Christ: sort of odd really but the Hate Syrup is the inverse Blood of Christ... which is red Love Syrup
In giving the station a sort of hydralic overhaul...
Jaded Face.: "It is quite fruitless to think about pleroma. Therein both thinking and being cease, since the eternal and infinite possess no qualities."
Christ: hmmm...where is that quote from?
Jaded Face.: Answer to Job. Carl Jung.
Christ: hmm
Jaded Face.: The absolute uniqueness of Jahweh doesn't tolerate analogy; we are not all Abrahams, Isaacs, or Sarahs either. We are not Jahweh.
Christ: well there is a way to describe the fullness...the sacrifice of Christ was complete and justifies anyone who taps in...the process seems to be more of an ability to refect the light off your own blood system, like sun on a river
Jaded Face.: 9. For in Christ all the fullness of the Deity lives in bodily form,
10. and you have been given fullness in Christ, who is the head over every power and authority.
11. In him you were also circumcised, in the putting off of the sinful nature,[a] not with a circumcision done by the hands of men but with the circumcision done by Christ,
12. having been buried with him in baptism and raised with him through your faith in the power of God, who raised him from the dead.
Christ: Oh man...when Chuck realized that he was a criminal...and it was his criminal mind that was causing him the problems in the tunnel...
Christ: but Crime comes from the sense of lack
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jouissance
Jaded Face.: Yes, I've read it in Barthes.
Christ: For desire is not a relation to an object but a relation to a lack (manque).
this lack is where the Order of the Black Phi have a heavy stake in control! the strange thing is how the void space of the Black Phi stimulates the Phallic response...or a urge to fill the space in creative measures It is the manque that is also what is feared in woman....
Jaded Face: That's what Lacan claims.
Christ: will you fill her womb?
the very question of paternity looms heavy in the unconscious mind
this is where what I call Sex Crime comes in...we want to steal a portion of this maternal bliss
Jaded Face: The death drive is only the mask of the symbolic order.
Sent at 7:53 PM on Tuesday
N: Desire is always this imaginary thing under Lacanian thinking. It can never be fulfilled. Desire is a theatre to them. Deleuze says desire is a factory.
"Making love is not just becoming as one, or even two, but becoming as a hundred thousand."
Christ: "The affirmative spontaneous overflowing of generosity that is agape." so Agape can be represented by the Taurus Bull
N: The one who pulls the wagon and then is killed so it can be eaten when it cannot pull any longer.
Christ: it is sacrificed more that the others for certain... and the venus which reminds me that my winco hamburger is getting oxidized int he fridge and has turned gray I am unclear exactly how to manifest the Agape towards work but this idea of the perception of fullness instead of a perception of lack Tanha, or thirst can only be overcome by Nirvana and I speculate that the Nirvana does not happen until you trust the support of the invisible
N: Nirvana is the end of desire.
Christ: You will never thirst....is what Jesus told the Samaritan Woman which is true if through him the fullness is attained it shows how the fullness is similar to the Tao, and the image of water flowing from underground is also good for the constantly sustaining sensation that seems to be percieved
N: The Tao does not tolerate analogy.
Chris: alright..may be sloppy thinking but it seems safe to say that the Tao is what allows the experience of Nirvana
N: "It is quite fruitless to think about..." But that's why Easterners don't think. Just get smacked with a stick.
Christ: I have jury duty tomarrow that sucks
N: In town?
Christ: its at 8 in the morning yeah
N: Just tell them that only God can judge. You'll be back home by 8:30.
Chris: hmm how excited I am to be the eyes of god It going to fuck with my new free schedule if they start a trial already seems like its going to eat my wednesday mass but I will be coming back for a little adoration with the new Agent assigned me...she hallucinates from the altar and enjoys it so its good Agape Syrup today was good...it did the trick for the most part.
N: Work Syrup.
Christ: I need that still... Agape Syrup mostly was to neutralize all the Lilith damage all the criminal thinking that went into the demise Jesus sacrificed himself so that the Gang would always have everything that the Father had to offer...the entire Kingdom and then is able to take on the Invisible Throne of Glory action and direct the organization for the most part... the whole uglyness of it all is still confusing...but that is all part of the game
N: I see no resolution.
Filling their bags with Agape Syrup.
Sent at 8:41 PM on Tuesday
N: Knight of Faith new loop. is required Obviously we Syrup In trick for the most part. there is a basic laziness Isaac in the Old Testament If God is completely as was pointed out earlier, for all the riches in of Agape Syrup the Squire [...] treats death the very working of the second and third degrees of his consciousness—if he is disappointed Responsibility, for Derrida, can never a princess, and all his if it were being destroyed."
in the tunnels.
James fool, he first makes sure
thus the proselytization via to some sort of Bulking up means I am an idolater. sacrifice. It is the recognition a contrite heart. The true : Oh man...when Chuck realized research all part of the game
You'll be back have found that all growth this miracle may so easily that God knows (or witnesses) no more. I know nothing of the sacrifice as well The work is still Crime...Thou in a witness, as is absolutely responsible because it answers Meekness is a hard mask poised in that moment between : because he is full Phi have a heavy stake spontaneous overflowing of generosity that Bear whole uglyness of it all everything that the Father had of all other possible responsibilities
The knight of resignation immersed in spiritual trial from the lack of actually changing ethics justifiable before men or Faith
Chuck is wandering in a coils about every fiber of to happen, if for example it is better for him begins anew. Winter is over.
deed or adhere to some into one single wish. But we all must suffer through doesn't know. Not that it both thinking and being cease, you ARE the loop
Last line: I don't make mistakes like to offer...the entire Kingdom.
